Calamity From The Skies

Merry Christmas

Mon, 25 Dec 2006 08:34:23 GMT

Merry Christmas Everyone!!! Happy New Year!!! Sorry have not updated in so long its just been working allot and so very busy that have not had the chance. Hope to update you all more later on

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Sat, 14 Oct 2006 23:17:25 GMT

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Updates On My Life

Wed, 11 Oct 2006 15:59:00 GMT

Right now am really bored and upset, should be asleep in Vincents arms but am awake unable to sleep in pain trying to find things to do that will not wake him up. This routine of getting up early and then trying to shake the heavy feeling of being tired and cranky all day and just plain in pain is getting old fast. I just want to get back on track with things, like my stupud doctor wont get my acid pills info sent out so can finally get the approval and get started on them hopfully making it so can get easyer to eat and to sleep. I need to get my hernia under control because if these pills don't work it will be likely surgery time for me and that scares the hell out of me.

On anther note have been getting time to spend with friends and that is good... Just wish that could get to see a few of my friends. I am working hard alongside Vincent to go and see one and that will be a very good thing can not wait for that. I really want to go and see this friend very much so as know Vincent does. It will be very good for all three of us....

My sister and I finally talked after a long time not talking which was not my fault she did not call back or anything. I have been somewhat emotional lately and just plain out of it but that is because of what have said in the first paragraph. On top of that my mother told me recently that just after I moved from Ontario to British Columbia my biological father passed away. I had tried to meet him several times but it did not work out. I found out were he was and was in the area looking with Vincent and anther friend well ex friend someone am soooooooooooooooooo glas is gone from our lives they were nothing but trouble but I did the same to Vincent at one point in our relationship so can't complain.... Well back to my biological father, only know what was told about him and am learning that met him once in my life but don't remember it because was so very young that my mother did take me to see him against others wishes well got back with him very briefly. I just wish could peice together what is real and what is not and have met him and known him even as a friend not a father being my step dad was always my father figure to me and always will be no matter what happened between him and I.

Things Going On

Sun, 27 Aug 2006 08:50:41 GMT

Have been busy with work and getting a bunch of things acomplished but now things have been slowing down allot except a long weekend is coming up which will be busy at work again which is good finacaly for me. Got a new laptop while have been out here in Kamloops which is great got a printer and stuff as well which is really cool love it and am really happy. Tomorrow we go and get a car top carrier so that can get all our stuff home without losing a bunch because we need to go to Costco and get some things. Well it is after one in the morning going on two really and am tired but find it hard to sleep here in the city. Will update more when am home and got the internet running likely next week sometime. Vincent has done allot for me and spoils me rotten, he is my true love after Hojo of course but he still is very very dear to me and loved by me. I love you Vincent Valentine with all my heart ... You behave now...

Moving Soon

Sat, 29 Jul 2006 06:27:03 GMT

Well am moving in about two days now, on Monday. Will be gone for a little while while get things switched over and that. Will have internet ability at the house next door as well as the Husky Station. Things are really busy , been doing a bunch of rps and talking with a very special friend from Texas. It's late am really tired so am going to head for bed will write more when am back from the move..

Wed, 05 Jul 2006 03:36:02 GMT

Things are going alright, just had some company leave which was good considering that have had allot of it lately. Still have one person here which is alright by me though. They are helping with renovations to the house which needs to be done. Am doing allot better with eatting am no longer taking ativan to help me relax to eat and am eatting even when really feel like am choking and badly. I really am having a good summer so far even though it is hotter then anything. We had rain including thunder and lightning tonight which was interesting because we don't get many thunder and lightning storms out here.

Things

Wed, 21 Jun 2006 21:07:11 GMT

Well things are going alright, have some family over for a little while yet. Had a fight with a friend and am hoping that after things calm down a while will be able to work it out so that things are good again. Eatting better but headaches are coming back which really irratates me. Well that is it for now just feeling out of sorts...

Me

Thu, 25 May 2006 20:52:14 GMT

Sorry everyone was away camping and have been very busy with doing things around the house and just eatting as well as enjoying the great outdoors with the family. Other then the fact that it has rained allot ewwww stupid rain.

Issues And Going Camping

Fri, 19 May 2006 03:06:03 GMT

Having some issues over two glasses shattering in my hands. The glass went everywhere and that includes all over me which really freaks me out with everything else going on with me. Well also am going camping for a few days which should be loads of fun and the first day or two it will be just me and my partner which should be loads of fun.

My comings and Goings

Sun, 14 May 2006 05:07:03 GMT

Sorry have not said anything in so long but have been going day by day and just not had much time for the internet. My eatting is good but between that and doing other stuff espeshily now that the weather is better outside have been way busy then to tired to do anything but sleep.

Update

Mon, 08 May 2006 04:20:23 GMT

Sleeping more other then last night woke up at nearly two am with a massive headache took an advil then went back to restless sleep until about seven almost waking off and on over and over. I hate this sometimes sleep well and sometimes not hoping that tonight get to sleep well which am not sure about until it happens.

Eating better these days which is a very good thing got to be drinking more though on top of that. It is all so hard and my body does these weird things because it wants more food when it has had lots it really makes me mad and wish that could just make it stop and go away but it wont. Will have to keep working on it and train my body that it wont starve like it did before just stop hurting me like it has been so can do more things without the pain and wish that it was not tied into my sleeping amoungest other things.

Other then that am doing well and loving being with my partner.....

Trouble Sleeping

Tue, 11 Apr 2006 17:05:20 GMT

Last night got about five hours of sleep which is allot more sleep then have been getting which is great news for me. I just wish could have been still in bed at nearly seven. The doctor seems to think that it is all the changes right now and the anniversery of my dads death and coming off the medication that has me not sleeping very well. But I think that feel slept good last night which is a first in days so that is good news.

Glad Am Off

Tue, 04 Apr 2006 23:34:50 GMT

I am glad that am off of this drug started taking back in January for anxiety but it started to give me really bad side effects so had to stop taking it because the side effects kept getting worse and worse. It is hell getting off it though which really sucks but what can one do....

KH II Released tomarrow............

Wed, 29 Mar 2006 23:13:43 GMT

& WE HAVE IT NOW !!! A DAY EARLY...."" It's Only a day "".... A DAY EARLY **IS** A DAY EARLY ..... None the less !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Update

Mon, 20 Mar 2006 21:07:46 GMT

Sorry for not updating but have been really busy with different things whcih am not going to go into in here right now anyhow. Well can'r really stay long other then am doing alright stressed worried and a little sick still but doing alright.

Sun, 19 Mar 2006 00:59:03 GMT

W - I - P

Mon, 13 Mar 2006 21:02:17 GMT

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Mon, 13 Mar 2006 21:01:32 GMT

Sick But Happy Mostly

Fri, 24 Feb 2006 00:46:50 GMT

I am sick and on antibiotics for a week and have to call the doctor in order to get something different which is covered under my plan for my other infection.

Other then that am pretty much doing alright. Doing allot of shopping and getting things around the house orgainized and trying to think certin things through in my head but that is nothing new for me.

Right now my JP is making me homemade soup how very sweet is that of her to do for me while am sick. My throat really hurts and right now my head is begging to hurt so am going to go. Not only that but am rping and enjoying that and so would rather be doing that right now then typing in here while feeling so gross sorry everyone.

Long Time

Sat, 18 Feb 2006 02:30:16 GMT

It has been a long time since posted anything. Just wanted to say that have been ill since my birthday well since the day after or so. I hate being sick but am starting to thankfully feel better today which is great news. Have been drawing again which is new as well will put my newest drawing up on here in memories eventually alongside the one drew him from of my beloved uncle.

27'th Birthday

Fri, 10 Feb 2006 18:34:02 GMT

Today am running around making last minute preperations for going out to the hotel tonight. Its my birthday and am very happy. Well rambling and only two lines maybe three but oh well its my day and just wanted to say so.

Busy

Thu, 09 Feb 2006 06:11:54 GMT

The next couple of days are going to be busy because tomorrow is the day we do my at home birthday party and then Friday go away for the night to the hotel, then Saturday the in laws are having company for a BBQ and Sunday going to a stamping party with sister in law and JP. Should be lots of fun. Other then that Monday have to meet with a friend who is going away for a while and maybe for always and then well see how things go from there. At least it will start calming down other then its my anniversery on the 15 and JP's birthday on the 21. Well thats it for now got to report back to the Northern Cave for some puppetering..........

Got Allot Acomplished

Wed, 08 Feb 2006 01:14:39 GMT

Well today got allot of things have been wanting to get done accomplished. I know were am in the printed out chat serrius have been working on but that is greeat news. Did my budget plan from next pay until July which will work out in the end for some of the long term owings. Feeling really anxius today and not sure how or why to explain it. Well not sure what to write other then this so bye for now................

Forgot Something And Worring About Something

Tue, 07 Feb 2006 07:58:50 GMT

Tonight two things are on my mind other then JP who is always on my mind. That is that am worried about something and forgot to tell someone had done something for them. Will have to tell that person tomorrow and maybe work out this worry thing but then again I am a worrier, always have been and always will be.

On anther note have been doing allot of rping and printing it out so can edit it and then edit it on the computer with my notes on the print outs and wow its allot of stuff. 23 conversations and that is not the number of rpgs within them just the days and amount of saved conversations. Wow it really took allot to do that and the person have done it with is amazing at it and is a good dear friend of mine.

Tomorrow is my quietest day for a while becuase have to go to an appointment on Wed at 3 and then on Thursday is family in house party for my birthday and Friday am gone to the hotel for the night with JP. Busy week to come other then tomorrow which will rest and do normal stuff like RPing and spending time with JP. Love is the greatest thing that keeps me going that and friendship......

Big Day Birthday Dinner And Shopping

Mon, 06 Feb 2006 19:20:19 GMT

Yesterday turned out to be a very big day for me and JP. We got taken out by JP's sister and her husband to Kelowna were we shopped at our , well my favorite expensive places. Lots of really good bath stuff am so very happy about that. Then we went to a few other places to shop for furnitire and stuff just checking things out before going to Skandia hope spelled right for the little one and we older ones play air hockey which is loads of fun but I lose allot LOL. Then we went for a wonderful dinner at Montana's which they made me wear a moose hat and gave me a picture of me in it. Have one with JP in the picture without the hat but that is on our digital well sister in laws that is. It was a great night which ended with rping until went to bed to do some private stuff.